I seriously hate people and especially women. So you know that chick I posted way back when? the one with all the portraits. Those were for her senior shots and bitch changed them and added some filters. That is not how I like to edit my photos but of course, I didn’t do anything or say anything. Like a dumbass, I just accepted it and moved on. Now this bitch is telling me that her mom is disappointed in how I took the photos and wasn’t more controlling. First off, your daughter told me she wanted me to come to take some photos of her at grad and I did. I told their little group to look this way and blah blah blah. It’s not my fucking fault that your guy’s family is deaf and can’t hear me when I say to look my way. And second, you haven’t even seen the fucking photos yet you ridiculous Russian. Oh, so yesterday, I stayed for a good majority for her party and some of my friends were there and were just hanging. I didn’t realize that she wanted me constantly taking photos of people. I am not the fucking paparazzi and I don’t think taking photos of people munching on food would look attractive. I told her that I had a best friend date later that evening and had to leave. She understood but quite frankly, if she had a problem with that, she should have told me. She didn’t clarify that I had to stay the whole fucking time. What did ya want me to do the whole time? Stand in the corner and be anti-social while you walk around ignoring me like usual? No. Just no. So heated. Don’t mind my this stupid rant. I feel like an idiot so don’t hate on me right now.

They will always want something.
They will always show me that they think with their dick.
I wont be able to trust a guy until they prove to me that they are different. That he wants a relationship.

For now, Ill be in this little shell and away from boys.

I have terrible timing apparently and none of my friends can hang out right now or later on… goodbye social life.

I’m at my brothers award ceremony and waiting. I can hear my mom talking crap about me and how Grant is much better… yay

So, a while ago (like in Janurary), I applied for FASFA and those fuckers emailed me that I wasn’t worthy of financial aid even though I live with one parent and out of my siblings, I am the only one going to college… BUT I am worthy of other forms of  financial aid. I have never heard of a BOG Waiver till now and upon google exploration, I found out that it “waives your unit enrollment fee for the entire academic year (Fall, Spring and Summer semesters).  There is no limit to the number of units covered –including any future fee increases!” I was awarded “BOG C” which “Is awarded to students who applied on the Free Application for Federal Student Aid (FAFSA) and were eligible according to federal guidelines.” 

ONLY PAID 19 BUCKS FOR SCHOOL. MUAHAHAHAHA <3

ps- Oh and get this, I could be reimbursed 19 for the student enrollment fee. hahaha

I went to the lake yesterday for a bit with my best friend and damn… I did not mean to get this tan. Damn you Pacific Islander genes. haha Seriously though, my ass is the color i use to be, which was the lightest tan I’ve ever been and now, black. haha no, just super brown. I’m wearing white right now and I look so. damn. dark. Idk if it’s like this for some people, but I for one do not want to be super dupa dark.. I’ll end up being the poster child for skin cancer or something haha.

Just random shit ;3

All I want is to get out of this junior college shit and go to an art school, preferably nowhere near where I am right now. I hate school and want to give up right now… -_- 

I need to snap out of it and pay attention except for one thing… all I am thinking about is summer break. asjkhkasdhfkjdfh